A little background on this: My family has a tradition (Well, doesn't everybody's?)
For as long as I can recall, we would bake a gingerbread army near Christmas.
But this year and last year has been very very bad experiences.
Last year - as most of you know - Ainsley gets flunked off a bike.
This year - I lose some one I love very much, can not find it in me to talk to the other one who caused his death and might lose another loved one if she can not pull through.
Sigh.
I am going through a tough time.
But somehow through the mad wailing, I know He is there.
A little background on this: My family has a tradition (Well, doesn't everybody's?)
For as long as I can recall, we would bake a gingerbread army near Christmas.
But this year and last year has been very very bad experiences.
Last year - as most of you know - Ainsley gets flunked off a bike.
This year - I lose some one I love very much, can not find it in me to talk to the other one who caused his death and might lose another loved one if she can not pull through.
Sigh.
I am going through a tough time.
But somehow through the mad wailing, I know He is there.
